Between Midnight and Dawn: Having Loved His Own

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Jesus knew that the hour had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end.

so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.
John 13

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What e’er the soul has felt or suffered long,
Oh, heart! this one thing should not be forgot:
Christ washed the feet of Judas.
~George Marion McClellan
from “The Feet of Judas” in
The Book of American Negro Poetry 1922

As an aide in a rest home caring for the crippled feet of the elderly,
as a medical student in an inner city hospital seeing the homeless whose socks had to be peeled off carefully to avoid pulling off gangrenous toes, as a doctor working with the down and out detox patients from the streets who had no access to soap and water for weeks,

I’ve washed feet as part of my job.

People always protest, just as Peter did when Jesus started to wash his feet.

We never believe our feet,
those homely gnarled bunioned claw-toed calloused parts of us,
deserve that attention.

We are ashamed to have someone care about them, care for them, when we don’t care enough on our own.

I have never washed the feet of someone about to betray me, leading me to my death.

I have never had my feet washed by someone who understood my heart needed cleansing even more than my feet, who loved me that much.

Until now.

This one thing should not be forgot:
Kneeling, He wears the humility and towels of a servant as His only raiments. He gently cups our heels in His palms, washes and dries our soles and arches and toes, as our hearts are held, beating and bejeweled as royalty,  in His loving hands.

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During this Lenten season, I will be drawing inspiration from the new devotional collection edited by Sarah Arthur —Between Midnight and Dawn

6 thoughts on “Between Midnight and Dawn: Having Loved His Own

  1. Bless you for sharing these words that inspired mine.

    Jesus knelt before Judas
    And took his dirty, smelly feet
    Within His hands
    To cleanse them
    Just as He did
    For Peter, James and John
    Companions, disciples,
    Deniers, betrayers
    To the end, He loved them,
    Stripped down
    And girded to serve
    Though they didn’t deserve it
    Water poured out
    And with His own righteousness
    His true followers
    Were made clean

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  2. Oh so beautiful! As I read your written words and feel God holding my healed heart in His hands so gently. I’m reminded to be still and listen. To keep my eyes focused on the Rock. Thank you Emily, for letting God shine through you.

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  3. Bless you for sharing these words that inspired mine.

    Jesus knelt before Judas
    And took his dirty, smelly feet
    Within His hands
    To cleanse them
    Just as He did
    For Peter, James and John
    Companions, disciples,
    Deniers, betrayers
    To the end, He loved them,
    Stripped down
    And girded to serve
    Though they didn’t deserve it
    Water poured out
    And with His own righteousness
    His true followers
    Were made clean

    Like

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