A Father’s Dream

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My father’s treehouse is over twenty years old, lonesome and empty in our front yard, a constant reminder of his abandoned Swiss Family Robinson dreams. Over the years, it has been the setting for a local children’s TV show, laser tag wars, sleep overs and tea parties, even a writer’s retreat with a deck side view of the Cascades to the east, the Canadian Coastal Range to the north and Puget Sound to the west. Now it is a sad shell no longer considered safe, as the support branches in our 100 year old walnut tree are weakening with age and time.

The dream began in February 1995 when our sons were 8 and 6 years old and our daughter just 2. We had plenty of recycled lumber on our old farm and an idea about what to build. My father, retired from his desk job and having recently survived a lymphoma diagnosis and treatment, had many previous daunting building projects to his credit, and a few in his mind that he was yet to get to. He was eager to see what he could construct for his grandkids by spring time. He doodled out some sketches of what might work in the tree, and contemplated the physics of a 73 year old man scaling a tree vs. building on the ground and hoisting it up mostly completed. I got more nervous the more I thought about it and hoped we could consider something a little less risky, and hoping the weather wouldn’t clear enough for construction to start any time soon.

The weather cleared as simultaneously my father’s health faded. His cancer relapsed and he was sidelined with a series of doctor’s appointments, hospitalizations and treatment courses. He hung on to that hope of getting the treehouse going by summer, still thinking it through in his mind, still evaluating what he would need to buy to supplement the materials already gathered and piled beneath the tree. In the mean time he lost physical strength day by day.

His dream needed to proceed as he fought his battle, so I borrowed library books on treehouses, and hired two college age brothers who lived down the road to get things started. I figured if my dad got well enough to build again, at least the risky stuff could be already done by the young guys. These brothers took their job very seriously. They pored over the books, took my dad’s plans, worked through the details and started in. They shinnied up the tree, put up pulleys on the high branches and placed the beams, hoisting them by pulling on the ropes with their car bumper. It was working great until the car bumper came off.

I kept my dad updated long distance with photos and stories. It was a diversion for him, but the far off look in his eye told me he wasn’t going to be building anything in this world ever again. He was gone by July. The treehouse was done a month later. It was everything my dad had dreamed of, and more. It had a deck, a protective railing, a trap door, a staircase. We had a open tree celebration and had 15 neighbors up there at once. I’m sure dad was sipping lemonade with us as well, enjoying the view.

Now all these years later, the treehouse is tilting on its foundation as a main weight bearing branch is weakening. We’ve declared it condemned, not wanting to risk an accident.  It remains a daily reminder of past dreams fulfilled and unfulfilled as I look out my window. Much like my father’s body, the old walnut tree is weakening, hanging on by the roots but its muscle failing. It will, sometime, come down in one of our frequent fierce windstorms, just as its nearby partner did a few years ago.

The treehouse dream branched out in another way. One of the construction team brothers decided to try building his own as a place to live in his woods, using a Douglas Fir tree as the center support and creating an octagon, two stories, 30 feet off the ground. He worked on it for two years and moved in, later marrying someone who decided a treehouse was just fine with her, and now they are raising five children there.  They are getting old enough to come work for me on our farm, a full circle feeling for me.  This next generation is carrying on a Swiss Family Robinson dream that began in my father’s mind and our front yard.

I still have a whole list full of dreams myself, some realized and some deferred by time, resources and the limits of my imagination. I feel the clock ticking too, knowing that time slips by me faster and faster. It would be a blessing to see others live out the dreams I have held so close.

Like my father, I will teeter in the wind like our old tree, barely hanging on. When ready to fall to the ground, I’ll reach out with my branches and hand off my dreams too. The time will have come to let them go.

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8 thoughts on “A Father’s Dream

  1. Emily – I never knew the story behind the tree house, but I have always thought it one of the most perfect in setting and design that I have ever seen. I am grateful for the history, and sad to know that it is no longer usable.

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  2. She is just a wonderful writer and if the same in person also a wonderful person – Happy Father’s Day to your other half – hope he has a nice day!

    Pat H

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  3. What a delightful treehouse! Loved the place it was rooted from, your fathers mind and heart and then the rest of the story. Which leaves a longing in the readers hearts too.

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  4. we moved every few years during my childhood, and i always hoped to have a tree. when we had them, i scoured around to find whatever i could use, and was able to make two tree “platforms” at two houses. i also made a fort on the ground. i loved reading in my private place, and your piece brought back those warm memories for me. thanks so much for always touching the heart strings!

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  5. What wonderful memories of your father and brothers seen in the story of the tree house dream. What a beautiful tribute on Father’s Day and so much symbolism and strength.
    My father has also passed; as have my 2 only uncles, my only aunt by marraige, my 2 sets of granparents, and my 2 great uncles. My 2 sisters (1 is from Montana )and I pulled off a surprise 90th birthday party for our mother this weekend. We got her only son to get down here from Oregon to be part of the surprise and mom was soooo surprised and so very happy. Oh, how I felt the presence of my father and my uncle dick as mom’s 4 children plus 3 spouses, 1 nephew, 5 of her grandchildren plus 4 spouses and 9 of her great granchildren filled the room around her with so much joy and life. The grace of Love from my Heavenly Father was so powerful as I watched the love flowing through my family. Dad would have been pleased to see his dream continuing.
    Thanks for letting me share.

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