28 “Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it? 29 For if you lay the foundation and are not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you,30 saying, ‘This person began to build and wasn’t able to finish.’
31 “Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Won’t he first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand? 32 If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace.
33 In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples.
Luke 14: 28-33
I am reminded I must grasp what material possessions I have loosely: I must be prepared to let go when the time comes.
This is hard for someone like myself who plans things out carefully, works hard, yet despite all that effort, is left feeling unfinished and bereft.
Even in the most dire circumstances: I let go of what is meaningless and grab hold and hang on tight to a Savior sent to rescue me from myself.
May my eyes see, my ears hear, my heart understand. He prepares me with parable.